Today I finally got back to life, I haven’t felt that normal since we left for Melt! Festival on Friday. I said goodbye to Franzi who stayed here for a couple of days, worked five hours and later went to Neukölln where we ate artichokes and had self-made caipirinhas. I also had my sidecut re-done properly, it looks so much better now (12mm, bitch!) and Gabriella was a pretty good hairdresser (she’s had several years of dog experience after all). I took a taxi home – the most decadent thing I’ve done in a long time, right after my going-out-on-Sunday-nights habit and buying freshly squeezed juice at the train station – it was really peaceful to have someone driving you home, with classical music in the background and the pouring rain outside.

I’ve done a lot of thinking this weekend but it all seems to vanish now that I’m back to daily life, or well, back in my normal surroundings that have been my daily surroundings for the past five months now. I try to distract myself and as much as I enjoy this time when things are still kind of settled, it’s worth working hard cause I can’t wait for it to be over and see what comes next. Even if it means that everything will crash down on me. Well all know, if you think it can’t be worse – think again!